Drakeo's Cybernetic Dojo

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Just 24 Hours removed and I still can't believe it that it happened:





Finally a Brother in the White House...LET US FUCKING REJOICE :D

FUCK ALL THE RACIST FUCKS AND NAYSAYERS THAT EVER SAID "THAT FUCKING NIGGER IS GOING TO THE WHITE HOUSE? THAT NIGGER???"

well now he is the HNIC(HEAD NIGGA IN CHARGE!) OF THE FREE WORLD!


-At least something good came out of this Election,it's kinda surprising that I've kept my mouth shut like some people during this time until yesterday well most of last year and this year about politics both in Puerto Rico and in the US,but I knew the outcome in the Puerto Rican Electoral Race since March 9,2008.... I knew that the PNP were going to win by a landslide by any means necessary,Pedro Rosello,the former governor that won the election both in 1992 and again in 1996,then went to become a candidate again in 2004 and lost but still kept making contreversy even after stepping out from politics,and decided to run again this year but there was a primary and lost to Luis Fortuño who eventually did became the governor yesterday,he lost the primary to Fortuño easily I might add,and Rosello despite that many of his followers are complete brainless fanatics and committed blasphemy claiming that he was the messiah,he's not the type to give up THAT easy,so I knew that something was definitely up,to clear up I'm a Democrat mostly by family and I have friends that are either with the PPD,PNP,PIP and I still consider them friends,comrades and brothers despite our political views and differences and Rosello has always been seen like the fucking devil and also that he stole Millions and Millions of Dollars from Governmental Funds and basically everything and he was never proven for that because most of the judges and other authoritative figures were appointed by him and also bribed them and Basicaly driving the island to a state of Economic Crisis and also Unemployment Rate that to this day we're still recovering from..or so they say that there's a recession but I still see people going to stores and purchasing items....

Funny Ain't it,We're in "Economic Crisis" and everything's back to normal...

Don't ask me really,I call it as I see it..

-Fast Forward to this year,Rosello loses the Primaries and lays low for months until around July (which is basically the home stretch in any electoral year here in PR) and re-appears with the help of a "Write-In" movement to place him as a candidate for Governor again(HAVE THOSE PEOPLE LEARNED NOTHING FROM HIS 2 TERMS??,ARE THAT DAMMED BRAIN DEAD???) and almost made it but eventually failed at least for now until he hatches up another scheme to get back in Power.

so to sum up,Fortuño won,to be honest I wasen't suprized,I knew it from the start that it was going to happen,but some people didn't believe me and also Anibal -though he was critizied and basicaly betrayed by most of his peers and also the legislation of this island did not let him do his job,ending up fucking him over,and most of the people here in the island failed epicly to see that- did his damndest so I'll give him some props for his effort.

The IVU wasen't partialy his fault but then again he gets blamed for everything..He tried his best but failed..


Now on to the presidental race..not a lot to say about it but I'm just glad that Obama won,He finally won me over like the last month or so of this race...

anyway enough of politics,THANK GOD THAT IT'S OVER!

I'm glad that it's all over now

take care

and yeah

FUCK YEAH OBAMA!!!

-Terryman

*sighs* here we go with another "Weekend Of Thunder" but it really started between Wednesday till yesterday:

-Wednesday:

-As most of you know,Hurricane Season is always crappy to many people and also where people go ape shit in getting the supplies and being ready in case the shit gets heavy or there's always a group of idiots or one lone idiot that ruins it for everybody by being that: AN IDIOT!.What I hate most of all of Hurricane Season besides the fucking thing coming down on the island and shoving us to the Dark Ages for a period of time because of the devastation,and also most people lose everything they hold dear with the hurricane's path is how my dad reacts to the whole thing BEFORE THE FUCKING THING HITS THE ISLAND! therefore driving me and my mom insane with his "OH SWEET JESUS THAT THING IS COMING AND WE'RE GONNA DIE!!" ape shit mode!,I tried to calm him down but sadly that never works,nothing works trying to help my dad be calm,also that I had like an award ceremony for those that participated in the Mentor Program from that Friday I worked on the TV Station,it got canceled and re-scheduled for next week,so since the thing was canceled I stayed home and I was going to catch on my sleep...FUCKING WRONG I had to help my dad -in his ape-shit mode- literally remove part of the house because he was fucking scared that everything would fly out of control and smash everything(valid point but most of the stuff was not going to fly out plus our house is made of cement,it's not an atomic bomb,it's a hurricane,we've survived plenty of hurricanes and our house still stands)but it would smash his precious MGB car (one of the many sources of the constant stress between the family) so we basically tied up everything and placed most of the stuff from the garage inside the house,oh but the Tragicomedy doesn't end there..we ended up fixing a window that could have been fixed in a later time because there was no rush but once dad is in Panic Mode it had to be done,we were glued to the TV -mostly my dad still in panic mode- to see the news bulletins about Hurricane Omar (first it was a tropical storm and quickly upgraded into a Category 1 Hurricane and its path was half of the Island including Vieques and Culebra) and we were just a mere 3 Weeks removed from a big ass Tropical Storm that caused devastation in some parts of the island by causing landslides,floods,countless of homes lost because of them,5 people died during that storm,we were OK but we were mostly thinking about those people that lost everything in that storm and they were going thru another one.

-And after all that,it turned out that the hurricane missed the island completely but still hit in some parts of it and rained heavily thru out the rest of the night and the next day.

-Also that before Omar was going to "Hit" PR,I got my Ipod back from Florida and fixed so it works now,so at least I could have my tunes and some vids to pass the time while the Hurricane hit the island but enough about that,the most important thing is that I was suprized that most of us actually prepared themselves in case the real shit was going to go down and it made me proud that we accomplished a little order in that,but then there was other people going nuts getting water and flashlights and canned goods,like monkeys flinging shit to each other while hopped on Red Bull...

"Barely Out Of the Fucking Jungle!"

-Also during that madness,I went back to the Shrink's Office after not being there for 3 years because most importantly I needed some documents that he had to fill up in order for Vocational Rehabilitation to help me find a job,The shrink insisted to see me,I had time and also I didn't want to go back home early while my dad was in his Panic Mode while Big Bad Omar was going to pimp slap the island like it owes it money in a few hours so sure why not and also the quicker he fills up those papers,the sooner I can give them to VR and they can help me finally find a job,so he analyzed me and basically I told him the truth in why I stopped going to his office and what was I up to since the last time I saw him 3 years ago while he filled up the papers,he did filled up the papers and I went to Subway and ate there then headed home where dad was still in his mood,then the news hit that the hurricane went away from PR.

And we were safe once again..
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Thursday:

-Things got back to normal immediately,but still it was raining and cloudy,my dad woke me up -still in his panic mode but slowly shutting down but still was getting too pushy- to put everything back to normal,untie the heavy stuff and put everything back to where it was,while still in that he was spazing out and after I finished doing most of the work,I rested a bit and napped a bit then he woke me up again and was still spazing and asking me what was I going to do today,we went to the VR building to hand deliver the papers,while he waited in the car,I went ahead and gave the papers to my councilor and my dad was being very impatient and really pissing me off because he was being this way because he wanted to go out and get hammered I basically shut him up by saying "I know you want to get hammered but delivering these papers are MUCH more important than you getting drunk plus we got a big day tomorrow so no heavy drinking" (when will I fucking learn that saying it won't work because he'll do it anyway,someday I'll explain you guys on why me and my dad don't have that good father/son relationship someday,I don't hate him,I love him but it's some of the things he does that doesn't draw us together like it should and about the 'Big Day' that's coming up soon) so he dropped me off on the train station and headed to the Frat House to get hammered,and I stayed there waiting for the bus to come and also I haven't ate the rest of the day,went to plaza,stayed a bit,met up with Diego then left our separate ways I walked on foot heading to the train station,went home and that was it,my dad came later,extremely hammered...

*sighs* Story of my fucking life,I really got to move out of the house or at least have a job to keep me occupied.
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Friday(a.k.a The Big Day):

-Why the big day you ask.because it was the day that my newborn baby niece arrived.She was originaly going to be born today but the doctor seeing my sister in law decided that the c-section should be done before that,so instead of being born on the 20th like it was supposed to be,my niece was born on the 17th,we all went to the hospital and were there to give them support,it took the hospital arround 12 to 16 hours to give my sister the c-section because there was only one room to do so,emergencies started to pour in like crazy,Estela Monireh(that is my niece's name and I will call her 'Moni' for short)there was a small scare but everything turned out fine
thank god,we all saw her spent the rest of the night there.

-I called and texted everyone to tell them about the good news,it was a good day indeed :)

(thanks to the many of you that sent their prayers about my niece,I totally appreciate it ;) much love to you all)

(picutres will be posted soon)

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Saturday:

-I was getting ready for the RAW House Show,before heading to the choliseo,I spent the rest of the day at the hospital checking up on my sister in law and the newborn baby,spent some time there,called up Juanqui to meet me at the hospital to eat well before heading to the choli,because he was rushed with many things he left his ticket back at his place (lucky for him that he was staying over this weekend at his folks' apartment and left it there and on the train he could get there quickly) so he went back to the train to get the ticket,I stayed at the hospital a bit more but I couldn't wait for him much longer since it was getting dark and I had to hurry to the choli,so I took the train to the choliseo and went to the line,he arrived in the nick of time when the gates opened,went to the show,met up with a shitload of people,I almost got trampled by the sudden rush of people going to ringside to the guardrails to get pics of Batista and Rey Mysterio and almost elbowed poor Juanqui in the face because of the frenzy,Met up with some old friends,I saw my godmother's husband with his kids at the show,snagged some awesome shirts(Santino Shirt for the EPIC WIN!)met up with new people,saw some young CM Punk fans,even one decked out with the shirt and the gloves and named him "PUNKITO!" if he was an orphan I'd totally adopt him,so adorable and also makes me sure that there's still hope for fans to appreciate this sport/spectacle.

-Sadly this time I didn't go to the hotel because I had no ride for me and Juanqui to go there and take pics with the wrestlers,oh well next time I will go to the hotel and HOPEFULLY have a fucking car by then,so we took the last train of the night home and that was pretty much saturday,I was dead tired because of the hectic week I had.The important thing I had fun with one of my best friends in the universe,a guy I'm proud to call my almost brother as well as the many friends that have been there with me thru thick and thin :) Next Time I hope the group gets bigger to go to the shows.
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Sunday:

-Not much happened I slept most of the day,washed some clothes and headed to the Hospital again to be with everybody but By the time I arrived everyone left so there was just me in the room with my sister-in-law,the baby and my brother,I stayed a but until I called my folks and they were on their way out of the hospital to go home,I hitched a ride with them,also my nephew was with us since he had an appointment the next day and was extremely hyper and a bit difficult to handle(mostly is because of lack of discipline but then again he's like that sometimes whenever they bring him over to spend the night at home).

That's pretty much what has been my Weekend Of Thunder (Part Deux) and hope that there's no more Weekend Of Thunder..for now :P

take care my peeps

Later Gaters

-Terryman

Man,I'm so pumped but nervous at the same time because I don't want to fuck up such an opportunity:

-For Months,since I lost my job at Nathan's because of schedule conflict and mostly because of Jury Selection,I've been busting my nuts off and hunting for a job at something,I'll admit I slacked off a bit but most of the time was sending resumes left and right,checking the wanted ads,going for interviews,even begging for an opportunity,I lost and gained hope many times,I was starting to feel desperate,mostly because I wanted somebody to give me a chance to work and mostly get out of the house more often,but that is another post for another occasion.


-Vocational Rehabilitation has finally been doing its job for a bit now with me since my so called "debt" was paid,realizing that they were the ones that fucked up and paid the debt in full and also that One person fought for me till the end,Mr. Luis Claudio Alamo,I owe that man everything and I am willing to take a bullet for him because he fought for me and people with the same situations and/or worse,because he truly cares for his job,he could have been fired for it but he wasn't and I owe that man everything,Another person that I owe everything as well and works there is a woman by the name of Ivette Ramos (I think that is her last name I might be wrong) she handles the Job Placement program there and she was also instrumental in helping me become part of the Program they have for people with physical and mental disabilities to get employment(I qualified for this program for my ADD,and also I say this to get the facts straight and for those that Don't Know me or people like me at all,they want to do is start shit for no reason and probably think that I'm cheating the government or something when it's completely false and also if it wasn't for Vocational Rehabilitation I couldn't have paid for College Despite the shit I went thru with them).She noticed that I have the initiative and that I really want to work,the only thing I kept saying to her -and this is true- while completely shaking uncontrollably and shedding tears cause she could see my desperation that all I am asking is for one chance,a chance to prove that I'm capable of working and do my damnedest to keep that job.

(for a complete review about what Vocational Rehabilitation check this entry explaining the meaning and the benefits and also I can't believe it's almost One Year Old this entry)

http://terryman.livejournal.com/2007/10/25/

as for the Job Placement program is they call many places in the area or community and to help out post grads that are qualified for the Vocational Rehabilitation to get you jobs in your living area anywhere and will have like a coach of some sorts accompany them if they get the job and simply monitor your progress in the workforce and while you slowly get the hang of it they will back off but still stop by from time to time to check your progress.Sounds easy to some but obviously you'll be working but you'll have like a boost of some sorts with that but it's great that VR has a program like that to help out people with learning or psychical disabilities to obtain jobs,especially times like these where anyone able or disabled can't find jobs anywhere and basically are either flocking to job agencies to find work,if they do find it,the pay is horrendous and not enough to feed their families and pay debts,others take 2 or 3 or even 4 jobs at the time,just enough to get by or they migrate to the states in other to find work there and send money to their families that were left behind there or Join the Military and won't get to see that money until their tour is over or in case of death,ect..

(If I am completely wrong in some points or in everything please feel free to correct me,I'm human and I make mistakes,I never and will ever claim to be Perfect)

-Other than that,I should be in bed now,but I really can't sleep I got a lot going thru my mind,I really hope I do well,I've begun another soul search inside me,I'm dying to be the old me again,and by that I mean the person who was always happy all the time,and never got depressed again,if I did it was very short lived and went back to be happy again,God how I long to be like that again and finally have closure and put this beast inside me and beat it into submission,not letting take over me,I hate being miserable all the time and even hide it from the people that I care about,I miss being happy all the time and say to any fear that I have "FUCK YOU! I'm Alright cause I'm happy!"

*sighs* Glad I got most of it out of my system,anyway I'm off to sleep,I got a big day ahead of me in the morning,Just a few more days left for the RAW House Show in Puerto Rico on Saturday October 18th,if RAW wouldn't have come I would have love to gone to that REO Speedwagon/Kansas concert..anyway to my friends,family,the people that I love the most (you know who you are) Thank you for everything,and for slowly regaining my hope in everything,I love you for it and hope to make you proud.

PEACE,KEEP ON ROCKIN',LATER GATERS!!

-Terryman

It's not Vader Time it's time for an Update:

-Still Jobless....what a surprise! THANKS COMMONWEALTH OF PUERTO RICO!!!

-My Love life is pretty much and still is DOA and it's gonna stay like that for awhile at least

but enough of this shit really,most of you have heard enough about this so I'm not going to say anymore about it.

Deal..

Moving on:

-I tried some new games like WipeOut HD on PS2(FUCKING EPILEPSY!) and Bionic Commando: Rearmed(GENERAL KILT FOR THE WIN!) I haven't played Force Unleashed yet,I might get it for the PS2....also I want to play the Lego Batman game,looks pretty entertaining...

-Saw a couple of good movies lately and also waiting for some good ones too later on.

-October's gonna be busy as a mofo,I got a baby shower (for those who don't know yet I'm gonna be an uncle for the 3rd time) and it's going to be in my house on the 11th,This Halloween I might pull off the best costume ever (hope hope if I can't do it on Halloween I'll save it for the comic con of December or during 2009) but I won't say which costume will be so keep your eyes peeled,then on the 18th it's the RAW House Show at the choliseo

-I finaly succumbed into getting an Ipod Classic(DAMN YOU STEVE JOBS!!),I did have one but it didn't last much so I had to ship it back to the states in order to exchange it,My dad with the help of my jackoff older brother ordered it online but the thing is that it couldn't be shipped to Puerto Rico so it had to be shipped to his house and then he could ship it to PR,I got it in the mail like a few days later when My dad came home from florida,I wanted to wait for my b-day but he insisted on opening it already to make sure it got safe here and also not damaged,so there are 2 representative stores for Apple called Modernica I went to the one in Plaza to see if they can help me and they sent me to the other one in Paseos (close to where Abe lives) so I went there and they couldn't replace my Ipod because I didn't have the serial number for it the best that the clerk recommended me -though my dad took it as an offense and also calling the guy a fucking slacker because he didn't want to replace the ipod for another one and left the place pissed- is to ship back the Ipod to Florida and that Ricardo would replace the damaged one for a new one and ship it back to PR...



that's pretty much it so far so I leave you with these funny vids:







Later Gaters!

-Terryman

turns out that THE GAME WILL BE RELEASED!!

YUS!!

here's some of the info up till now (thanks to Wikipedia)

"In January 2007, videos that showed a Ghostbusters game in action for the Xbox 360 surfaced on the internet.Though the tech demos were legitimate according to developer ZootFly, trouble with copyright issues arose as no license had been granted. In order to avoid possible lawsuits, ZootFly will be instead developing a similar game named TimeO based on their Ghostbusters prototype.

Coincidentally, Sony was already looking for a developer of their own to create a Ghostbusters game. Vivendi Universal took on the project with developer Terminal Reality. In an interview on a television show, Ghostbusters creator Dan Aykroyd confirmed that the game is essentially Ghostbusters III.The previously mentioned "Ghostbusters In Hell" plotline often associated with a third movie is not being used for the game, although Aykroyd previously announced the possibility of a computer-generated film based on that script. However, Aykroyd also claimed this game will feature elements of that script while being treated as a computer-generated film.

In November 2007, Game Informer magazine revealed its December cover, which sported the Ghostbusters logo, announcing a "world exclusive premiere" of the game. The first actual gameplay video (taken from the Xbox 360 build) was shown on G4TV's X-Play, featuring a level where the player (partnered with Egon Spengler and Ray Stantz) chases Slimer around the Sedgwick Hotel. Other characters who have been confirmed to appear in the game in the magazine from the first film are the librarian ghost and the Stay-Puft Marshmallow Man and from the second film, Vigo and the Scoleri Brothers.

On May 9, 2008, Spike TV aired an episode of GameTrailers featuring a story on the game. They confirmed features such as the Slime Tether device and an appearance by Gozer.

On July 28, 2008 Activision Blizzard (the publisher of Vivendi's and Sierra's titles) announced that only five franchises would be released through Activision. Ghostbusters was not one of them and was put in developmental limbo following the announcement. The Sierra PR team later confirmed that the game was not and would not be cancelled.The game is still listed on the Activision website with a release date of the October 31, 2008. On July 30, 2008, it was reported that the game may be delayed until 2009, with Sony Pictures stating "this has presented [Sony Pictures Consumer Products] with an opportunity to reevaluate the game release marketing strategy to potentially coincide with the 25th anniversary of the original film in '09." Activision and Sony Pictures are looking for another publisher."

the shit part is that we would have to wait untill next year..

I can wait one more year....as long as it's getting released I'm cool

-Terryman

enjoy

Spin the wheel,Raggedy Man,Here We Go:

-Nothing to report,really,still the same,still in and out on mood swings...I fucking hate being moody,I'm just not going to say anything,it's still the same shit going on as the last time...

-I mostly hang out with friends,at least that helps me distract a lot of my personal shit,just chill with friends and slowly forget the troubles in our lives as most of us are pretty much in the same boat(not all but some).

-Kenshiro and I are talking and made peace with each other and are once again friends,I'm not gonna say all that happened because somethings are just not to post about on online journals or vlogs or anything what so ever,it was disagreement that we had with each other and stopped talking to each other for 2 months,that's all I'm gonna say and we were both man enough to not "Shoot" at each other in our respective LJs or other form of Blogging and kept the matter to ourselves until we met up and talked about it and forgave each other and moved on.To be very honest and sincere I'm really glad we made up,we've been friends for almost 10 years now and I'm also glad to call him my friend and almost brother...,also we reunited with wheelsofsteel,the 3 boys from SanPa were together again...it felt good.

so at least there are some good news this time around,the last Update post was very depressing so I'm glad that this update there's more good stuff to post.

-Been hitting the PS2 again and had a Chance to Play Soul Calibur 4 on PS3 at JoJo's House on Saturday,and it's pretty good to play,also we played some Old School Bushido Blade 2 and then Warhawk (the PS3 version) and had a good time,I can't wait for the new Ghostbusters game coming up soon,I already reserved my copy:



"BUSTIN' MAKES ME FEEL GOOD!"

a lil tribute there made by me!

-Also been honing my Photoshop and Illustrator skills,so I can stay sharp,I still need to re-learn some stuff but I'll google some tutorial sites for that :)

-I'd like to take this time to wish Happy B-day to Yans(b3heli7que3n) her B-day is on Friday and on Saturday is Daka's(secretasiant) B-day so if you're reading this Happy B-day to you all,especialy Daka ;) <3

-Also the celebration begins on thursday as the last remaining peeps of the Illuminati in Atlantic College graduates,officialy closing the chapter of the group in the university but Our Legacy Will LIVE ON ad the most morose group of motherfuckers in the land and WE WERE KINGS ALL AND STILL ARE!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!

-The DrakeoVlogs are back in motion for those who haven't seen them pop on by to my Youtube channel and check em at:

youtube.com/calicoboricua83

Leave me some feedback,let me know

anyway Laters and Keep On Rockin'

-Terryman

I've had this livejournal for 4 years now....

I've written and posted a shitload of stuff so here we go:

-Got an E-mail from a small buissness here on the island looking for graphic artists (hey I know but then again I got to find a job at something and mostly was because my dad was all up in my ass to send them an E-mail) and they seemed to be interested since they got my resume like a month and a half ago? anyway at least I got some Feedback and that's what matters and wanted me to send them some samples of my work,I did and so far no response so let's hope I get at least an e-mail with a "Interview Time and Date" At Least...so hope hope!.

-Been going to the movies a lot lately,and so far this year hasn't been a disappointment in films except for "The Strangers" and "10,000 B.C" so it's been pretty good in the box office for now,at least so much better than last year (with the exception of 300,Transformers and a few good movies) Can't wait for Hellboy 2 and Dark Knight(except we'll have to wait another week here in PR) I really want to check out "Step Brothers" (Will Farrell and John C Reily FOR THE COMEDIC EPIC WIN!).

-Just when WWE couldn't suck anymore that it is now,it still does now PLEASE don't get me wrong I love the Fact and the idea that CM Punk is The World Champion,but since there are already and allegedly talks that his title reign will be short lived,He should have been given a big push a long time ago and now that it's finally happened,WWE dosen't want to take a chance at somebody that isn't John Cena or Batista...that's WWE for ya..plus probably the whole Punk Winning The Title was a desperate ruse to get raitings but most importantly to shut the internet smarks up.

-TNA is still a wrestling disappointment (there's a shocker) horrible booking,not pushing great talent and also shitting on,also The World X Cup so far has been disappointing because they are giving the international talent they are bringing not enough time to showcase them,they have great wrestlers like Milano Collection AT,Rey Buccanero and a few to name a few and giving them less time,a 2 minute match isn't enough...if you're going to do an Invitational Tournament featuring talent from Japan,Mexico,UK and other parts of the Globe then Dedicate the 2 hour show with that instead of crappy storylines and some talent that are overated,I don't care about Kurt Angle anymore or his wife,Give Me Wrestling! and also Samoa Joe SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE CHAMP BEFORE THE NWA SPLIT FROM TNA OR AT LEAST START HIM AS THE FIRST TNA WORLD CHAMP! and also the feud with Kurt Angle would have been Epic if they build it the right way instead of rushing it too early so with that I'm going over to check the indy scene(ROH,CHIKARA,PWG ect.),that way at least I can see some great future prospects develop into the future of the sport before they go to WWE or TNA and get held back and watered down...

-Speaking of Indy Wrestling I finally received all 3 nights of CHIKARA's King Of Trios,it was the most Epic Tournament I've ever since since WCW Slamboree 96! IT JUST REEKS OF EPIC AWESOMENESS!!

-Still Single and it's gonna be that way for now....

that's pretty much it...Just Uploading the new DrakeoVlog as I write this entry so nothing left to say but thanks to all that have supported me from this process to Love you all

Later Gaters!

-Terryman

Time for that update:

**I apologize in advance if I offend some people with the following vent/rant
You have been warned I don't like to create enemies or trouble but I have to get some things out of my chest once in a while like all of us so again I apologize in advance for the language and way that I am writing this post and it's a long one so get something to drink,grab some doritos or a sandwich because I'm shooting from the heart with this one**

-Still at the job hunt,I never got that security job at Party City,I already sent some resumes to different people and still no feedback...I really hope I get a call from anywhere,I still don't get it it's sometimes so unfair that I want to work and nobody will hire me,but they'll give the job to either the Dominican that came from the fucking boat illegally to the island,or the ex con that was just released and has a criminal record or the dropout...or the girl who couldn't keep her legs closed and fucked up big time and has 3 kinds from 3 guys that may not or maybe the fathers and are on welfare cause they're to fucking lazy to work and provide to their kids (nothing against single mothers either so please don't take it personally not all are bad and make mistakes of not using a condom or birth control)and it's fucking frustrating..I don't have a criminal record,I graduated from High School and College (I'm not bragging about it but you know it shows that I didn't waste my whole time even though I'm not the best student in the fucking world) and I can't get a Job anywhere?? WHAT THE FUCK???? I wish I was loaded with cash I'd start my own business like either my own comic/video/figure store or my own wrestling fed..or just round up the crew from atlantic and form our own Graphic Arts/Production company where we can make art for companies or work on creating video games or animation,voice recording and shit...

not bad though right? but in order to make money you got to have money...

sad but true.

-Remember(you 'member,member?) the girl that I liked and broke my heart late last year and tried to give it a shot again..yes it happened again! she broke my heart but this time I took it very well,I didn't get mad or lost sleep I was mentally prepared for the backlash of never being able to hook up with her cause I liked her,I'll still be her friend though and try my best to be there when she needs a friend and such,she decided to be with somebody who is far away,try a long distance online relationship with somebody she met thru gaia,as long as she's happy it's cool..did it hurt getting heartbroken by the same girl again? yeah it did but I'm totally ok with it and also serves me for being stupid and hopeful again,and some of you will probably ask -and she might be reading this but it's cool- what about Mika?,she's super cool and she finally found love with somebody else,we're still great friends and talk when we can,she's doing great at her job,the guy she's with is a total gentleman with her and truly loves her despite everything she's been thru in her life,I'm totally glad she found someone to be with and I wish her the best with her new boyfriend :)

see?,good things do come for those who wait and also I don't need to repeat myself with the whole confusion,both girls that I liked are both happily with their respective boyfriends,so I will continue to walk alone for awhile and still have their frienship which is cool with me :)

-Saw Alicia last friday at borders (Easy with the "GET OVER HER!,YOU DUNCE!" Comments and read before you flame me for being retarded) and yeah I felt like an anchor was pulling me waaaaaaaaay down,because I haven't said a peep or seen her in a year since the whole break-up happened and all the emotional turmoil I went thru,and I was dead set on talking to her,even make an attempt to make peace with her and wish her the best with her Terryman-Less life and I saw her with a guy who was probably one of her friends from her new college or the new man in her life-since I've already moved on with my life and got over the whole break up stage that took me 6 months to get over her and cry and suffer what I went thru and just shake his hand and basically tell him "she's a keeper and a wonderful girl to be with" y'know be the better man and wish them nothing but the best,the minute she saw me she became completely pale and fled in horror with the guy like I was some kind of inhuman abomination and was going to grab her and abuse her in public or something...and I was left standing there with a "WTF?" face and started to lose my balance and hyperventilate that I rushed to the Border's bathroom and stayed there for like a good 15 minutes and just became an emotional wreck in the span of nothing...to be honest..I still tried my best to patch things up with her and give her the explanation of why I never awnsered her txts or calls or why we never met up at the train station close to my house and say what it had to be said for a whole year,I was hurt and angry but mostly hurt by her betrayal and also I didn't know what I would say to her and also to avoid the essential breaking down in public and causing a scene...Eventually I was going to bump into her sometime and eventually we were going to talk about it and if we were calmed enough talk about what each of us were up to and make peace and move on..I never ruled out on a reconciliation even after what happened between us but still I have that worried premonition that even if We did get back together her anal-hardcore religious nut jobs that is her parents would stop at nothing to destroy the relationship again and make both of us miserable but mostly their own daughter's life horrible and make her feel like shit when she never had a choice of her own to stand up to them and stand by me...and I couldn't let it happen again,plus her parents Like I've said before have completely and totally lost my respect as human beings and I rather avoid them in public and not cause any trouble because if they even dare to pull some kind of bullshit remark on me and putting shit on me that I was a horrible person to their daughter and caused her nothing but anguish and grief,I will shoot on them in the face not literally but verbally I will bury them alive and unmask them as the monsters that they are for causing so much angst and anguish on THEIR OWN DAUGHTER and then make me the bad guy when they were the masterminds of all the shit that happened between me and alicia,how they manipulated her and brainwashed her into breaking up with me and not having the balls to say what they had to say about me in my presence even if I was like "that's low" but at least have the fucking decency to be honest and not pull some high school bullshit of talking crap behind my back humiliating me in front of my entire family during the holidays and also use GOD as a fucking cloak for everything and being judgmental with not only me but with her and also some of her friends..what the fuck kind of attitude is that around people,Don't force your beliefs on people that don't want to,they can be respected but don't force it and also can they have a normal conversation that doesn't involve quoting the bible in I dunno EVERY FUCKING SENTENCE!!!,I believe in god and I'm catholic but I don't force my beliefs on anybody...the line has to be drawn sometime but not with these people and that's the end of that!!!!!!!

*sighs* ok now let's move on some other stuff to cover:

-Been wrestling with an ear infection for like 3 weeks now,the infection is gone but it turned out that I have both my ears swollen from the inside but mostly my Left Ear is the one giving me shooting pains and feels like it's plugged completly,I can hear but still Having a bit of problems with it I got it checked and hopefully I can hear again 100% soon

-I'm taking a Hiatus from doing the DrakeoVlogs at least until July (which coincidentally marks the 1 year anniversary of doing them and will plan to do something for the occasion) mostly because I feel burned out,running out of things and Ideas to say on the videos,I'm planing to do some collaborations with my friend Raul who also has a YouTube and does some videos of his own under "Welrod Productions",but I still am getting involved in some online activities and being part on some online shows and meeting new people thru stickam:

-The Debbie Show:
http://www.stickam.com/thedebbieshow

-SmartWrestlingFan:
http://www.stickam.com/wiggly

-Jen Williams:
http://www.stickam.com/thisisjen

-Stephie:
http://www.stickam.com/stephieluvfigous

Check them all out whenever you can all of them are awesome people!! also I've been invited to be part and do some podcasts with people that I've met thru stickam so when I get the info for them I'll let you guys know.

I have been busy lately as you can see :)

-Still not reading much comics lately but I still keep up to date with some of them mostly Captain America and Kick Ass(check it whenever you can wait for it on Trade),waiting to catch up with Sinestro Corps Vol 2 when it comes out,JLA (mostly the Brad Meltzer run) and JSA: Thy Kingdom Come when the Kingdom Come Superman comes to the regular DC Universe..FRIGGIN EPIC!

Don't ask me about either Marvel's Secret Invasion or DC's Final Crisis cause I ain't following neither,I'll wait for them on TPBs the same with World War Hulk,I do want to get Incredible Herc on trade,I love the story...so enough with the comics for now we move on with Movies:

-Iron Man fucking rocked,Speed Racer was tripping balls but was good to see,Indiana Jones & TKOCS was awesome as well,The Strangers was sooo predictable,Liv Tyler is hot but not her finest movie,I can't wait for the new Hulk Movie,Hellboy 2,Dark Knight hell even I want to check out the new Adam Sandler Comedy,which comes out this week,and because it's a Pixar Movie and looks good to check out...Wall-E,what can I say I'm still a kid at heart.

Now to the Wrestling Part of my Update (don't worry I'm almost done):

-Still checking out WWE despite being a huge pile of shit,I can't stop watching it,TNA I barely watch it anymore,but I will again thanks to the return of the World X Cup! but I still check out ROH,PWG and CHIKARA thru Youtube and soon I WILL ORDER ALL 3 NIGHTS OF THE MOST EPIC TOURNEY EVER:
KING OF TRIOS 2008!!! I saved some money to order them online,but thanks to a friend I will order them :) and when the DrakeoVlog returns I will review them and also am trying to check out the local wrestling scene here in PR,and might go to WWC's Aniversario 35 so let's see what happens..

If you haven't seen some of the DrakeoVlogs or random vids I've uploaded feel free to visit my YouTube channel:

http://youtube.com/user/calicoboricua83

that's it for now

thanks for everything peeps..

I will survive with your love as always

Peace and Keep On Rawkin'

LATER GATERS!

I'm Still ICHIBAN!!!

-Terryman

Hate being sick sometimes:

I couldn't go anywhere except on thursday,went to see Iron Man and Friggin loved it,BEST MARVEL MOVIE EVER!
if you haven't seen it go now!


Tonight,I was supposed to go with the guys to the pizzoton for Luiyo's Farewell Party,because on monday he leaves for Boston to start a new life..,Like I posted before in the past entries and so forth (some of you will fell the same way) when someone you know if it's a colleague or a good friend goes away be it for a few months or forever...you feel a sadness that you might never see this person again...but it's really a mixed feeling cause you don't want to see him or her leave but at the same time you wish him or her well.

I've seen so many good friends and colleagues go away,some have come back others just left and never looked back,Don't get me wrong,I'm not saying anything bad about them and I can't say anything to make them stay...most have gotten opportunities that they might have never gotten here in PR,and most have had to make the sacrifices to leave their families and friends and their lives here behind to go elsewhere and start new or start over and make it,I sometimes miss them and those who I know that are about to take the plunge of leaving the island I'll miss them,and I often wonder "should I do the same and leave this place" like I stated before if I had the money I would...but then I dunno what I'd do,sure I can defend myself with the language being bilingual but then there's the struggle to make it at least in something or building your life,but hey such is life you know..you never know what might happen...and with the crazy shit going on here in PR they are lucky that they are not there to witness this fucking country going down in flames..but for the moment..

Nevermind what I'm saying,sometimes I dunno what I'm saying half the time anymore,just ramble on and on...

take care...

Luiyo if somehow you're reading this,I'm really sorry I couldn't go and say my goodbyes to you,you've been a hell of a friend to me these past years,we had a shitload of fun,had a good run together,everytime we were there with the guys watching the PPVs,laughing and joking having a good time,then going to the diffrent WWE tours and also the TNA show at the choliseo,I was there when you proposed to your girl Amanda and I know that you 2 will be together forever and live happily in B-Town,The PPVs at Buffalo Wings are not going to be the same without you,give em hell in Boston take care and we'll see each other again.

Later Gaters

Much Love

-Terryman