Terryman Update 11/23/07
Nov. 24th, 2007 02:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
drakeoA lot has been going thru my mind most of this year...to be honest I can't fucking wait to end this year...and begin 2008 with a fresh start and less bullshit than this year...
I've been trying to get back into the game so to speak,and I think it's time to try again with the ladies,after all it has been 6 months and a half since...you know what happened with you know who.I met this girl almost like a year ago when I was still with my gf at the time thru my friend Diego but it was mostly just like friends..ovbiously nothing happened just like another new friend..this went on and on...untill the eventual breakup of this year(I know "GET OVER IT!" I'M ALLREADY OVER IT I'M TRYING TO MAKE A POINT HERE) and Is aw her a couple of times,by the time I've seen her she was allready with someone else and time passed on and she broke up with her fiancee so she was single...untill like 3 weeks ago,we saw each other again and talked a bit and she started to tease me a bit but not in a bad way you know just being playful..just joking arround and she did manage to make me blush :P..
2 weeks passed by and I saw her again and she does it again but this time I started to flirt back a bit,she was feeling under the weather and had a bit of a cold so I did my best to make her feel better and finally caught her number and kept on flirting a bit..then I left and I couldn't get her out of my mind,I txt msged her a few times,hoping that she was allright and feeling better and eventually called her and started talking building some comunication..and maybe see where this was going...untill today..the fact that I didn't get the Hot Topic job since I spent like a month going back and forth and I did filled my aplication and gave the store manager my resume and emphaziced that I WANTED THE JOB...and I didn't get it and it ruined my day,then I see Her (I won't say her name yet) and she's with a group of friends..and I meet them and all then I join her to walk arround plaza hoping to feel better and that I was or still am feeling an atraction to her,I was starting to like her a lot but I don't want to rush into a relationship..at least not yet untill I can get to know her more.
so I'm with her and her friend and then I ask about how she was doing and basicaly told me "I'm doing allright..I'm on a date...just to try something new,ect" and I'm like on the inside "FUCK!!!!" but mostly on the outside obviously trying to hold my composure and went "ahhhhh ok that's ok" they were holding hands right up in my face and I was a bit pissed,but then I was like "I'm gonna go..I'll be arround just in case" then I just left her with her "Date" and went to borders and broke down..I was like "things just got worse...today sucks" and basicaly had an emo moment (wow talk about irony huh? becoming what I don't like being)I broke down in tears I was very hurt and then arnaldo called and he picked me up and went to momo's house to hang out with the rest of the atlantic crew..mostly to just clear my mind...saw a few people I haven't seen in awhile...and just chilled and have a good time and I was doing my damndest to clear my mind but I couldn't I was so angry and hurt but I mostly did enjoy it...
then Arnaldo gave me a ride back home and ate something,took a quick shower and put on History of TNA Year 1 DVD...and I calmed down and talked to Kenshiro about my day and about what happened..I thought about her again and I sent her a txt about her date and hope it went well..I really hope it was crapy as fuck... that way I know I have a chance...but if it went very VERY well...what can I do? Deny her happiness at another shot at love? I'll give it some time...if I do get a call from her then great and maybe ask her out..if not and the date went extrmely well..then I'll move on..
I will give it another shot and maybe ask her out and who knows what could happen...
anyway hope that y'all have had a good thanksgiving take care my peeps and keep on rawkin'
also that normaly by this time I would have done what I called the "Hanzo Awards" basicaly like most pick the best of the best in Pro Wrestling..the best matches,moments,wrestlers,what to expect next year..I decided to pull the plug on the awards this year...maybe I might do them again someday but for now Last Year's Hanzo Awards will be the final one..so thanks for always voting on them the past 4 years but as of now they are no more...
-Terryman
I've been trying to get back into the game so to speak,and I think it's time to try again with the ladies,after all it has been 6 months and a half since...you know what happened with you know who.I met this girl almost like a year ago when I was still with my gf at the time thru my friend Diego but it was mostly just like friends..ovbiously nothing happened just like another new friend..this went on and on...untill the eventual breakup of this year(I know "GET OVER IT!" I'M ALLREADY OVER IT I'M TRYING TO MAKE A POINT HERE) and Is aw her a couple of times,by the time I've seen her she was allready with someone else and time passed on and she broke up with her fiancee so she was single...untill like 3 weeks ago,we saw each other again and talked a bit and she started to tease me a bit but not in a bad way you know just being playful..just joking arround and she did manage to make me blush :P..
2 weeks passed by and I saw her again and she does it again but this time I started to flirt back a bit,she was feeling under the weather and had a bit of a cold so I did my best to make her feel better and finally caught her number and kept on flirting a bit..then I left and I couldn't get her out of my mind,I txt msged her a few times,hoping that she was allright and feeling better and eventually called her and started talking building some comunication..and maybe see where this was going...untill today..the fact that I didn't get the Hot Topic job since I spent like a month going back and forth and I did filled my aplication and gave the store manager my resume and emphaziced that I WANTED THE JOB...and I didn't get it and it ruined my day,then I see Her (I won't say her name yet) and she's with a group of friends..and I meet them and all then I join her to walk arround plaza hoping to feel better and that I was or still am feeling an atraction to her,I was starting to like her a lot but I don't want to rush into a relationship..at least not yet untill I can get to know her more.
so I'm with her and her friend and then I ask about how she was doing and basicaly told me "I'm doing allright..I'm on a date...just to try something new,ect" and I'm like on the inside "FUCK!!!!" but mostly on the outside obviously trying to hold my composure and went "ahhhhh ok that's ok" they were holding hands right up in my face and I was a bit pissed,but then I was like "I'm gonna go..I'll be arround just in case" then I just left her with her "Date" and went to borders and broke down..I was like "things just got worse...today sucks" and basicaly had an emo moment (wow talk about irony huh? becoming what I don't like being)I broke down in tears I was very hurt and then arnaldo called and he picked me up and went to momo's house to hang out with the rest of the atlantic crew..mostly to just clear my mind...saw a few people I haven't seen in awhile...and just chilled and have a good time and I was doing my damndest to clear my mind but I couldn't I was so angry and hurt but I mostly did enjoy it...
then Arnaldo gave me a ride back home and ate something,took a quick shower and put on History of TNA Year 1 DVD...and I calmed down and talked to Kenshiro about my day and about what happened..I thought about her again and I sent her a txt about her date and hope it went well..I really hope it was crapy as fuck... that way I know I have a chance...but if it went very VERY well...what can I do? Deny her happiness at another shot at love? I'll give it some time...if I do get a call from her then great and maybe ask her out..if not and the date went extrmely well..then I'll move on..
I will give it another shot and maybe ask her out and who knows what could happen...
anyway hope that y'all have had a good thanksgiving take care my peeps and keep on rawkin'
also that normaly by this time I would have done what I called the "Hanzo Awards" basicaly like most pick the best of the best in Pro Wrestling..the best matches,moments,wrestlers,what to expect next year..I decided to pull the plug on the awards this year...maybe I might do them again someday but for now Last Year's Hanzo Awards will be the final one..so thanks for always voting on them the past 4 years but as of now they are no more...
-Terryman
