Time for that update:
**I apologize in advance if I offend some people with the following vent/rant
You have been warned I don't like to create enemies or trouble but I have to get some things out of my chest once in a while like all of us so again I apologize in advance for the language and way that I am writing this post and it's a long one so get something to drink,grab some doritos or a sandwich because I'm shooting from the heart with this one**
-Still at the job hunt,I never got that security job at Party City,I already sent some resumes to different people and still no feedback...I really hope I get a call from anywhere,I still don't get it it's sometimes so unfair that I want to work and nobody will hire me,but they'll give the job to either the Dominican that came from the fucking boat illegally to the island,or the ex con that was just released and has a criminal record or the dropout...or the girl who couldn't keep her legs closed and fucked up big time and has 3 kinds from 3 guys that may not or maybe the fathers and are on welfare cause they're to fucking lazy to work and provide to their kids (nothing against single mothers either so please don't take it personally not all are bad and make mistakes of not using a condom or birth control)and it's fucking frustrating..I don't have a criminal record,I graduated from High School and College (I'm not bragging about it but you know it shows that I didn't waste my whole time even though I'm not the best student in the fucking world) and I can't get a Job anywhere?? WHAT THE FUCK???? I wish I was loaded with cash I'd start my own business like either my own comic/video/figure store or my own wrestling fed..or just round up the crew from atlantic and form our own Graphic Arts/Production company where we can make art for companies or work on creating video games or animation,voice recording and shit...
not bad though right? but in order to make money you got to have money...
sad but true.
-Remember(you 'member,member?) the girl that I liked and broke my heart late last year and tried to give it a shot again..yes it happened again! she broke my heart but this time I took it very well,I didn't get mad or lost sleep I was mentally prepared for the backlash of never being able to hook up with her cause I liked her,I'll still be her friend though and try my best to be there when she needs a friend and such,she decided to be with somebody who is far away,try a long distance online relationship with somebody she met thru gaia,as long as she's happy it's cool..did it hurt getting heartbroken by the same girl again? yeah it did but I'm totally ok with it and also serves me for being stupid and hopeful again,and some of you will probably ask -and she might be reading this but it's cool- what about Mika?,she's super cool and she finally found love with somebody else,we're still great friends and talk when we can,she's doing great at her job,the guy she's with is a total gentleman with her and truly loves her despite everything she's been thru in her life,I'm totally glad she found someone to be with and I wish her the best with her new boyfriend :)
see?,good things do come for those who wait and also I don't need to repeat myself with the whole confusion,both girls that I liked are both happily with their respective boyfriends,so I will continue to walk alone for awhile and still have their frienship which is cool with me :)
-Saw Alicia last friday at borders (Easy with the "GET OVER HER!,YOU DUNCE!" Comments and read before you flame me for being retarded) and yeah I felt like an anchor was pulling me waaaaaaaaay down,because I haven't said a peep or seen her in a year since the whole break-up happened and all the emotional turmoil I went thru,and I was dead set on talking to her,even make an attempt to make peace with her and wish her the best with her Terryman-Less life and I saw her with a guy who was probably one of her friends from her new college or the new man in her life-since I've already moved on with my life and got over the whole break up stage that took me 6 months to get over her and cry and suffer what I went thru and just shake his hand and basically tell him "she's a keeper and a wonderful girl to be with" y'know be the better man and wish them nothing but the best,the minute she saw me she became completely pale and fled in horror with the guy like I was some kind of inhuman abomination and was going to grab her and abuse her in public or something...and I was left standing there with a "WTF?" face and started to lose my balance and hyperventilate that I rushed to the Border's bathroom and stayed there for like a good 15 minutes and just became an emotional wreck in the span of nothing...to be honest..I still tried my best to patch things up with her and give her the explanation of why I never awnsered her txts or calls or why we never met up at the train station close to my house and say what it had to be said for a whole year,I was hurt and angry but mostly hurt by her betrayal and also I didn't know what I would say to her and also to avoid the essential breaking down in public and causing a scene...Eventually I was going to bump into her sometime and eventually we were going to talk about it and if we were calmed enough talk about what each of us were up to and make peace and move on..I never ruled out on a reconciliation even after what happened between us but still I have that worried premonition that even if We did get back together her anal-hardcore religious nut jobs that is her parents would stop at nothing to destroy the relationship again and make both of us miserable but mostly their own daughter's life horrible and make her feel like shit when she never had a choice of her own to stand up to them and stand by me...and I couldn't let it happen again,plus her parents Like I've said before have completely and totally lost my respect as human beings and I rather avoid them in public and not cause any trouble because if they even dare to pull some kind of bullshit remark on me and putting shit on me that I was a horrible person to their daughter and caused her nothing but anguish and grief,I will shoot on them in the face not literally but verbally I will bury them alive and unmask them as the monsters that they are for causing so much angst and anguish on THEIR OWN DAUGHTER and then make me the bad guy when they were the masterminds of all the shit that happened between me and alicia,how they manipulated her and brainwashed her into breaking up with me and not having the balls to say what they had to say about me in my presence even if I was like "that's low" but at least have the fucking decency to be honest and not pull some high school bullshit of talking crap behind my back humiliating me in front of my entire family during the holidays and also use GOD as a fucking cloak for everything and being judgmental with not only me but with her and also some of her friends..what the fuck kind of attitude is that around people,Don't force your beliefs on people that don't want to,they can be respected but don't force it and also can they have a normal conversation that doesn't involve quoting the bible in I dunno EVERY FUCKING SENTENCE!!!,I believe in god and I'm catholic but I don't force my beliefs on anybody...the line has to be drawn sometime but not with these people and that's the end of that!!!!!!!
*sighs* ok now let's move on some other stuff to cover:
-Been wrestling with an ear infection for like 3 weeks now,the infection is gone but it turned out that I have both my ears swollen from the inside but mostly my Left Ear is the one giving me shooting pains and feels like it's plugged completly,I can hear but still Having a bit of problems with it I got it checked and hopefully I can hear again 100% soon
-I'm taking a Hiatus from doing the DrakeoVlogs at least until July (which coincidentally marks the 1 year anniversary of doing them and will plan to do something for the occasion) mostly because I feel burned out,running out of things and Ideas to say on the videos,I'm planing to do some collaborations with my friend Raul who also has a YouTube and does some videos of his own under "Welrod Productions",but I still am getting involved in some online activities and being part on some online shows and meeting new people thru stickam:
-The Debbie Show:http://www.stickam.com/thedebbieshow
Check them all out whenever you can all of them are awesome people!! also I've been invited to be part and do some podcasts with people that I've met thru stickam so when I get the info for them I'll let you guys know.
I have been busy lately as you can see :)
-Still not reading much comics lately but I still keep up to date with some of them mostly Captain America and Kick Ass(check it whenever you can wait for it on Trade),waiting to catch up with Sinestro Corps Vol 2 when it comes out,JLA (mostly the Brad Meltzer run) and JSA: Thy Kingdom Come when the Kingdom Come Superman comes to the regular DC Universe..FRIGGIN EPIC!
Don't ask me about either Marvel's Secret Invasion or DC's Final Crisis cause I ain't following neither,I'll wait for them on TPBs the same with World War Hulk,I do want to get Incredible Herc on trade,I love the story...so enough with the comics for now we move on with Movies:
-Iron Man fucking rocked,Speed Racer was tripping balls but was good to see,Indiana Jones & TKOCS was awesome as well,The Strangers was sooo predictable,Liv Tyler is hot but not her finest movie,I can't wait for the new Hulk Movie,Hellboy 2,Dark Knight hell even I want to check out the new Adam Sandler Comedy,which comes out this week,and because it's a Pixar Movie and looks good to check out...Wall-E,what can I say I'm still a kid at heart.
Now to the Wrestling Part of my Update (don't worry I'm almost done):
-Still checking out WWE despite being a huge pile of shit,I can't stop watching it,TNA I barely watch it anymore,but I will again thanks to the return of the World X Cup! but I still check out ROH,PWG and CHIKARA thru Youtube and soon I WILL ORDER ALL 3 NIGHTS OF THE MOST EPIC TOURNEY EVER:
KING OF TRIOS 2008!!! I saved some money to order them online,but thanks to a friend I will order them :) and when the DrakeoVlog returns I will review them and also am trying to check out the local wrestling scene here in PR,and might go to WWC's Aniversario 35 so let's see what happens..
If you haven't seen some of the DrakeoVlogs or random vids I've uploaded feel free to visit my YouTube channel:http://youtube.com/user/calicoboricua83
that's it for now
thanks for everything peeps..
I will survive with your love as always
Peace and Keep On Rawkin'
I'm Still ICHIBAN!!!