In a weird sort of way -yet the recuring theme in my fucking life- it's an appropiate title but I'll get that in a bit.
I dunno why this also has to do with the sudden death of Amy Winehouse but I'll tell ya why....
Honestly I could give 3 shits about Amy Winehouse,if you do then don't read this if you don't then fuck it,Granted she was talented in her own right,had a great voice and she could have gone far and still be here today if it wasent for her countless demons she battled over the years,with drug addiction and achohol abuse and going from a gorgeous curvy figure to being almost being nothing but skin and bones....and also part of the company she kept.
Also this article was very intresting,yet eerie but intresting and the fact it's kind of revelant to me since I'm 27 years old and most of the time I feel like I'm at a crossroads with my life (then again I've always feeling like that JEEZ!)
yet I still don't fucking know why I'm like that most of the time,I should really stop feeling like this,stop feeling so miserable and fucking enjoy my life,I have a job,I have the love of a wonderful and devoted woman I should be fucking Happy,walking on sunshine,shitting rainbows,dropkicking ponies and shit (Fucking My Little Pony XD Damn that shit's scary popular today than it was back in the day that EVEN THE BOYS ARE WATCHING!!!) y'know I should be saying "I FINALLY GOT MY SHIT TOGETHER!" yet this always happens when things are going good somehow even without me doing absolutely jack shit except minding my own godammed buissness.
Why does it keep happening? I keep asking most of the times I'm like that "the fuck did I do this time? who in the fucking cosmos did I piss off that I get monumentaly shit on?"
"Karma?" (could be)
"All I'm doing is just minding my buissness,working hard to just survive and have some money to help out at home when I can and I even ask my own folks if they need cash and also have money to buy stuff I like or when I'm with my girl and treat her to dinner or a movie,or be with friends"
Fuck....and I know I shouldn't compain about my life where there are others in even worse situations than mine
oh man I tottaly forgot the fucking article
anyway...I'll try and go on with my day and also got a Shrink's appointment later after work
So Peace out and deuces!